Think Twice

Cleaning up. Going through. Finding odds and ends, and finally understanding.

Find One:

I didn't know. I really didn't know. What I had wrought through this inability to be alone. To be with someone. The need not to be left out. Where did that come from?

Why did it take me so many years to learn comfort with myself? Why didn't I notice that my wanting to be 'with' destroyed wanting to be 'with'. Clueless to the Nth degree.